these are the demos for ii exist

the overall structure is that the demos are listed in reverse order for like each track so that you get all the versions of one song before moving on to the previous song. as for each individual song, theyre organized aesthetically so that you get to hear the progress of each song in reverse from most complete to least complete, with the exception of "to" which i organized to be more fun idk hehe.

none of this reflects the exact order which these tracks were written, recorded, etc. for example, "have" was actually the first song i wrote. instead of lyrics for each track i will have information and commentary about each demo [with another exception for the to section]

the titles are listed as they are on my phone which i recorded the demos on without exception.

{if youre wondering about demos for the first i exist: there are none. all of those songs were recorded in one take. what you heard there were the only versions of those songs, save for one extra take of the kind of like spitting cover (which is included in this 'album' as a bonus 17th track)}

i drew the album art during an afterschool course recovery class instead of writing about saint thomas aquinas and his philosophies about faith and reason. happy european crimes victims day to all you crime victims out there